So I'm in love...

Things that I have learnt in the last twenty-four hours:

• I desperately need to stop eating the pies...the crisps, the fried chicken and the food in general.
• Must stop drinking alcohol on such a regular basis.
• Must start sleeping at normal hour.
• (Most importantly), must stop wearing my heart on my sleeve.

I have also concluded that I am completely, head-over-heels, in love with love. 

The thought of it, the butterflies, the passion. All of it. Besides the heartbreak of course.

I think someone people are designed to be single and some are designed to be in love and I'm the latter. Maybe it's an insecurity thing but it is definitely not a good thing. I hope they truly do come to those who wait though...

The problem with girls is we're all ever so slightly psychotic deep down even though most of us do a good job of hiding it. In the awful dating stage, we've all already:

• Ruthlessly facebook stalked you and hunted out any threats.
• Within the first five dates, we've tested our names as 'in a relationship' with yours.
• We check our phones upto every 30 seconds when we're waiting for your reply.
• And yes, we do read your nice texts over and over and analyse every word.
• Don't think that we don't want to kiss you at the end of a date, we're just worrying about if you want to kiss us.

And most of all, no we will never let any of this on even if it means killing ourselves trying to be casual and play it cool. Any sane girl would rather this to save face and avoid you knowing the naked truth.

In return? Please do not play games with us;

If you like us, tell us.

If you have a girlfriend, tell us.

If you've got a problem, tell us.

If you want to kiss us, kiss us.

As my previous post states: 

The truth hurts but it doesn't kill. Lies cause scars that may never heal. 

C. xo