insomnia.

Cannot sleep.
Fail.

And I have decided that I'd quite like to go back to about 2 months ago where everything was
a pretty stable level of 'just fine'.

I am a definite craver of stability and perhaps even, routine. It seems I do not cope so well
with this balancing act de vie, so to speak.

I wonder if I go to bed not reflecting on the day and thinking completely positive thoughts, if
things will perk up tomorrow in the form of my ASOS parcel, a good day at work and no bad news.

Considering it's taken a lot of energy not to even write a bracketed negative accompaniment to any
of those, I'm already well on the way!

I hope that if you're reading this, you have a lovely day, too...hopefully ;)